Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I Pray Something Will Pick Me Up And Set Me Down In Your Warm Arms

CHRISTMAS WISHLIST:
-A horse
-My braces to come off
-An 80gb Ipod
-A Locket
-Books
-A laptop
-Josh and Levi to get ungrounded
-A New Year's Eve Kiss
-Someone outside my family to get me gifts
-Money
-New Clothes
-A case of Jones soda
-All my college applications to magically fill themselves out
-Just love and attention

LIKES:
+Owning pretty dresses
+Cameras
+Long Necklaces
+Rumba
+Horses
+Singing
+Photoshop
+Quotes
+Rollercoasters
+Being the best
+Wrestling
+Strobe lights

DISLIKES:
+Taco soup
+Busy work
+Dirt under my nails
+Rotting fruit
+Braces
+Mushrooms
+Spiders
+Dandruff
+Pineapple
+Cooked Carrots

ISMS:
+Rocking out in my bathroom
+Eating gum and mints like candy
+Picking at my split ends when I'm bored
+Hiding in my hair when I'm upset
+Constantly re-correcting my posture
+Hooking my feet over the end of my bed or curling into a tight ball when I sleep
+Scratching my nose when it itches like a cat pawing at their muzzle

PHOBIAS:
+Plane Bombs
+Needles
+Spider bites
+Snakes
+Serial killers
+Things waiting for me in the dark
+Being dumped or cheated on
+Other girls in general are a pretty scary thing. I don't play nice with other girls.

Life seems to be going a little better. It's still hard but I've decided that the only way to really fix my problems right now is to just let go and move with the flow. See what happens and not try to force anything. My conundrum is too big for me to decide on. So I'm giving up, attempting to nullify myself of all preferences, and just letting the big guy upstairs do his job. Letting him move me to wherever He will and hope everything turns out how it should.

I bought Josh and Levi their christmas present yesterday! That was fun because usually I don't have very much money to spend. I still don't but I'm trying to buy legitimate presents this year instead of like a candy bar or something. Something actually useful and not so fattening. I didn't know what to get Levi though so I did get him something fattening...But he's one of my best friends this year so yeah. Anyway, I am so excited to give it to Josh. I mean it's not by any means the most amazing thing in the world and he pretty much already knows what he is getting. But I'm just so excited about giving a gift that I don't even want to wrap it. I just want to give it to him and smile and say look what I got you. Not going to lie. Even though it's not much, I still think it's pretty cool. But it's ok if he doesn't like it. I mean if he doesn't I'm sure he'll be nice about it because he's Josh and he's nice about most things. But I really wouldn't mind. Because then I can just return it and get him something he actually likes which is good too.

I need to go back to wal-mart and get Hailey her present...

-Bailey
Mood: content
Song: Set the Fire to the Third Bar by Snow Patrol

4 comments:

  1. bailey, you've got a really good taste in clothes, and so i'll probably love it, and love it all the more because it's from you!

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  2. Alright the first part fair enough but what if someone happened to get you the same thing? And if you don't like it you have to tell me because I'd rather exchange it for something you actually like then having you stuck with some egregious apparel you feel obligated to wear.

    I'm serious Joshua. You know I am because I called you by your full name and I only do that when I am stern.

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  3. Bailey Sue Loveless, i promise i'll be completely honest in my opinion of it.
    but what are the chances that someone is going to get me the same as you though? really? like one in a million

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  4. Not necessarily. What if it was really slim pickings? Some of them were really stupid looking

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