somethin' filled up my heart with nothin'

Haven't posted in a while so figured I'd better do so. I'm not feeling to well today, physically and mentally. Everything is sore and sluggish. I've slept most of the day. I've only been really up and functioning since 3 and spent two hours in my room deconstructing t-shirts. I got this book for Christmas called closet control and there is a section on how to modify and re-create clothes, primarily t-shirts. I meddled with two today. The first one I made is basically awesome looking. But I made it a bit small and my bust is too big so I had to hand it down to Laurel who hasn't hit physical puberty yet. Then I took one of my old blue shirts and turned it into something really interesting. It's cool looking but I can't decide if I like how it looks on me or not. I accidentally cut the neckline too low so I have to wear a tank and sports bra underneath it. Maybe if I feel like moving I'll post pictures. But I like the overall appearance so if I find another shirt I'll make another one.

Goodness, I love clothes. Hopefully I feel better tomorrow and I get to go shopping. I'm really honestly not a girly girl until it comes to clothing. Even then I like having a more masculine, stronger, rocker or tom-boy edge to how I dress. You won't see me in pink for the most part. I like the 40's. They had good clothes. 40's inspired pieces are awesome. I even like the fifties. Their clothes were basically the only good part about that era. *mutters about social gender roles*

Anyway, just a note for you all dont watch Lady Gaga's bad romance video. It's her worst one yet. In fact in order from mildest to dirtiest:

Beautiful, Dirty, Rich. She just spends a lot of time lying around in her skanky leotards being provocative but wait doesn't she do that in every one of her movies?! The difference being she stays in her leotard.

Well Eh,Eh and Pokerface are tied. Eh, Eh has a lot more shots of her in her underwear but the content of Pokerface is a little heavier though she actually spends more time clothed. Funny how that worked out.

Paparazzi. Nasty little intro though the actual movie wasn't bad.

Just Dance. I feel horrible. She violated that poor plastic whale.

LoveGame. Enough Said.

And just when we though it couldn't get any worse, Bad Romance came out. I have to give Lady Gaga props for the catchy songs. I honestly do like her music. I mean despite the fact she can't actually sing or anything she does have some great, fun songs and enjoy listening/dancing to them. But really she is a slut and I honestly don't think she's that pretty. And her in all her slutiness is out to be a role model for our young girls. That's really great. If that's how it things turn out, I'll come home from college in a few years to find my poor baby sister is becoming a porn star or something. Disgusting.

Oh you know what I hate? People on Youtube that A. have to argue with everyone and B. have to comment on every video on how it relates to Twilight. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Sorry but I'm sicks of online morons. I swear when some people get on the internet a big old stick gets shoved up their butts. Seriously I read some of the stupidest arguements in the comments section, it's ridiculous. Yeah I'm talkin about you SuperSweetiPie, whom there is nothing sweet about since she finds a need to pick a fight with EVERYONE she comes in contact with.

Huff.

So I can't stop listening to Adam Lambert. The little homosexual has stolen my heart. It's a shame he is gay. He'd make pretty babies. He needs to go visit a sperm bank. But seriously, he has an amazing voice and amazing music. His cover of Mad World is beautiful (probably my favorite version) and I just can't get it out of my head. I'm having difficulties listening to anything else. It's down in my playlist so if anyone reads this, GO LISTEN TO IT NOW!!!

-Bailey

Mood: Lethargic

Song: Wake Up by The Arcade Fire