...just take away the words i say...

Well I just hope I made the right decision. Really hope. That's all I have to say on that subject.

I'm experiencing a horrible case of senioritis. I have no desire to go to class. To do homework. It's quite a chore to wake up in the mornings. I have to set both my normal alarm and the one on my phone in order to wake up otherwise I'll just sleep through them. Then of course I only hit the snooze buttons a gazillion times. I swear if it weren't for the social life (and the fact my mother would kill me) I wouldn't even bother. Ugh and there are still my stinkin online classes to go...ew.

And more applications to fill out...This whole education thing really sucks sometimes.

I re-took the personality test on Facebook. Yes I'm a Facebook junkie. Miracles would be done if I spent as much time working as I spend on Facebook. But anyway, it is one of the most accurate free personality tests I've ever taken. Here's my results:

Openness

This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer novelty versus convention. Approximately 91.9% of respondents have a lower openness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is far more intellectually curious and sensitive to beauty than most. You might say that your beliefs are individualistic and frequently drift towards the unconventional, and that you enjoy your imagination and the exciting places it takes you!

Conscientiousness

This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer an organised, or a flexible, approach in life. Approximately 46% of respondents have a lower conscientiousness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is random and fun to be around but that you can plan and persist when life requires it. From your responses it appears that depending on the situation, you can make quick decisions or deliberate for longer if necessary.

Extraversion

This trait refers to the extent to which you enjoy company, and seek excitement and stimulation. Approximately 30.8% of respondents have a lower extraversion raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who prefers low-key social occasions, with a few close friends. You might say that it's not that you are afraid of large parties; they're just not that fun for you.

Agreeableness

This trait refers to the way you express your opinions and manage relationships. Approximately 8% of respondents have a lower agreeableness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is willing to make difficult decisions when necessary, and will point out when something is wrong no matter what other people might feel. Your responses suggest that you would say that you can be tough and uncompromising.

Neuroticism (Emotional stability)

This trait refers to the way you cope with, and respond to, life's demands. Approximately 88.5% of respondents have a lower neuroticism raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is generally calm. Based on your responses, you come across as someone who can feel emotional or stressed out by some experiences, however your feelings tend to be warranted by the situation.

Pretty nifty eh? I think it's pretty true anyway. Well sorta. I also think I don't really have much of my own personality. A mind of my own yes. A personality? Not really. It sort of changes depending on people, situations, etc shadowing the mood and surroundings. It's a mumble and jumble of everything really, which is why I think I like acting. Or maybe that's just a multiple personality disorder.

WORD OF THE DAY: Niente. Italian. "Nothing."

HA! My brother's bedroom just flooded. Sucks to be him.

So I am working on these lyrics and I can't decide whether or not to scrape them. So if you like them then maybe I'll finish.

Can't feel my senses/ they're on overload

On my defenses/ to stay in control

I'm falling down/to the sound

Of gentle breathing/when you're next to me

Then I stop thinking/and I barely see

I'm floating far/falling hard

CHORUS:

Are you listening to my heart beat

While I'm listening to your world breathe

Are you listening to my heart beat

While I'm guarding you while you dream

Yay? Nay? I like them. I even have a little tune but I'm not sure I'd like to finish. And seriously if they suck then let me know so I don't have to live with the embarrassment. That's partially the reason I don't want to finish.

LIST FOR THE DAY!!!

LIKES:

+ Sushi

+Pens

+Pleasant surprises

+Tennis balls

+Poetry

+Horses

+Kisses

+Vanilla

+Converse sneakers

+Air guitaring

DISLIKES:

+ Broccoli

+Being alone

+Acne

+Waking up early

+Cold

+Forwards (unless they're really good)

+Narrow-minded people

+Not being listened to

+Male Sexists

+ Chalkboards

ISMS (Weird Habits):

+Moving and blinking my eyes to the beat/accents of a song when im really listening to it

+Being barefoot as much as possible

+Scrunching my nose when I don't like something

+Hooking my feet around the front bars on the desks at school

+Not making eye contact when I'm feeling really emotional and I don't want someone to see it

+Standing on my bed and leaning against the wall

+Pushing my hair back and out of my face with my thumb and pinkie

+Twirling my pen in my fingers when I'm feeling anxious or thinking harder than usual

-Bailey

MOOD: Curious

SONG: Chemistry of a Car Crash by Shiny Toy Guns