my heart is obliterated, im trying to travel through but its like moving mountains

Fluff of the Day:

+Cursing is a skilled art form that is being tainted by stupid American teenagers that feel some strange need to unnecessarily insert a swear word into every sentence they form

+I am in a state of grief. In mourning like someone has died.

+If my A-'s don't go up and I get knocked down from my class rank over some flippin A-'s, I'm going to be so upset

+My favorite colors are light blue and olive-based greens

+Rhett better bring that chocolate tomorrow because I am in dire need and might have a stroke without it

+The Deathly Hollows mini-trailer looks freaking awesome *fan girl scream*

+I love Dane Cook.

+I hate winter. I'm depressed. There is a bunch of crap food available. I'm cooped up indoors. And those three things cause gaining weight and I freaking hate it. I need to start actually working out. Curse you Utah weather. Curse you.

+I Like comments *coughs* They let me know someone is paying attention and not all is in vain

+I'm kind of sick of Facebook notifications.

+Let's play a game called let's see who texts who first

+Epic noodle fight today. I wish I had pictures.

SONGS I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO TODAY:

+Hide & Seek by Imogen Heap

+Her Diamonds by Rob Thomas

+Set the Fire on the Third Bar by Snow Patrol

+Flowers for a Ghost by Thriving Ivory

+Moving Mountains by Usher

What I need right now is comfort. A big blanket and a fluffy pillow with several glasses of cold water. To break out the chocolate and cuddle with a friend on the couch as we watch the Notebook and I bawl my eyes out over it. A really good ab workout that makes me feel good about myself. Someone to just sit me down and hold my hand and listen to me cry. A good scream into that aforementioned fluffy pillow. A big warm fuzzy sweater. To feel like someone upstairs can hear me. A day to sleep however long I want and a break from cleaning. A Double Chocolaty Chip Frappachino from Starbucks. To feel like I am progressing. Some sunshine and a pool. Money that I can for once just go and treat myself to whatever I want, be it Cafe Rio or cute clothes, only after that ab workout of course :)

Oh Cafe Rio sounds delicious. A new outfit wouldn't kill me either.

I am such a girl when I get depressed. Wow I'm a baby. Maybe that was why I wore the tie and men's shirt today. I was feeling a need to assert my masculinity this morning and I couldn't pinpoint why. Guess this explains it.

-Bailey

Mood: Discouraged

Song: Moving Mountains by Usher